A few days ago I read my blog from start to finish. I read it when I was feeling down about returning home to all my responsibilities.
Whilst in Portugal I wrote of a book I was reading, called Time of Desecration. This book, while extremely vulgar, was incredibly well written. It spoke of a young girl, driven by an evil voice in her head. The voice is commanding, and she does not question it. It drives her to do unspeakable acts, desecrating one by one: culture, money, sex and religion.
the most fucked up book you’ll ever read
I cannot explain why, but this book had a profound impact on my life. While reading it a voice of my own started talking to me. My voice was nothing like the voice in the book. It did not command me at all. Instead it began to ask questions. The most prominent of which was what am I actually doing in Europe. As if I wasn’t asked that enough by the locals, “Why aren’t you at football cup?!”.
The voice, while still asking questions, began to write articles in my head on my travels. I would find myself walking through the beloved old town streets of Lisboa, with the voice describing the sights, sounds, and whole experience of the adventure.
I know I’m sounding a bit crazy here. Well news flash, I am! The reason why I am speaking of this voice is that I realised while reading my blog that it had somewhat disappeared when I arrived in Mallorca. My posts had become random, with “Lifes most difficult decisions are made in the fridge” being a prime example.
The voice returned the moment I said my goodbyes to my Mallorca friends. It started describing my exact movements, and once again questioning my existence. Do I like the voice? I think so. Travelling by oneself, while incredibly exciting, can be some lonesome. Especially with my lack of navigation skills, and general absent mindlessness.
It must be fairly obvious to my regular readers that this trip has been a sole searching mission. I’ve tried to give an honest encounter of what I’ve been feeling, without giving to much away about the events that led up to it. I’ve also done my best to make you laugh, knowing full well that my outlook on life is rather unusual, and my jokes often don’t make sense.
The final of the football cup was indescribable. Watching Spain win, in Spain. Can you imagine? They lost their tits! I would have loved to have gone crazy and party the night away, but after the game I came home and decided that travelling for two days with no sleep and a raging hangover was a bit too much. So I claimed I was having a quick lie down, to which no one could wake me.
same shirts
same havaianas
Funnily enough I woke up at exactly 2 15 Am. I was beyond hungry, and also realised that I hadn’t said properly goodbye to my two favorite characters of my whole trip. So I ran down to Havana’s, and walked in while they were cleaning up. I was so happy to have one more drink with them. They presented me with a gift far more meaningful and special than any tourist t-shirt, or travel bracelet. The Spanish shirt they had been wearing while working the bar that night. They had both signed special messages for me.
It was at that moment I fully understood the meaning of my travels. Before leaving I was severely off balance. It felt like someone or something was missing in my life. I needed to balance that equation (apologies, I’m an engineer), and it was then, at 2 45 in the morning, that one token made me realise I had achieved my ultimate goal. That gift represented all the characters I have come to know and love. I will miss them beyond, but will see them again.
I will never forget the look on Deac’s face when I woke him on the couch, having just been jolling to Spains victory all night. All he said was, “I love you bro”. And with that I was off on my two day journey to get home.
I caught the bus to the airport for 2 Eu. Mallorca airport is really quite lovely, having both a Mac Donalds and Burger King. Oh the decisions! But nothing beats a Big Mac.
I waited for my easyjet flight to London Luton, trying to spot any potential candidates for my mile high club goal. Alas, all I could find was drunken English oaks, and a few teenagers. In my tired state I made the terrible decision of being one of the first ones to board. This is not a good idea! Always board somewhere around two thirds of the way back in the queue. This way you can choose your passengers. Who sat next to me? An overweight English Indian with a Spanish football shirt on, who clearly had not seen his bed yet.
Luton is a kak airport! But it works. Think about it. Two Eu from my house to Mallorca airport, 40 Eu from Mallorca to Luton, and 12 pounds from Luton to St Pancras. You can travel from a remote island to the middle of London for only 60 Eu. I think thats mad. As I walked out of Luton I was looking for this free bus to the train station. I walked up to a man and said, “Speak English?”. To which he replied, “Mate, you’re in England!”
from 35 degrees a day to rainy london
look at the time, oh how i love london transport efficiency
At St Pancras I met Suzie, who I had grown quite fond of in Mallorca. It was so nice having my own personal tour guide. Random, but thats me in a nutshell. She took me to one of my favorite spots of London, Camden Town. Over there I revisited the best second hand CD shop in the world, and bought OK Computer for 3 pounds. Ag ja!
larry lakeshore, susan (haha), caroline
It was then to Hyde Park. And guess what I did there? Take the boat out! I don’t think I need to say anything more about taking the boat out!
take the boat out, for the boys
We rode the subway to LHR where we said our goodbyes. It was time to meet my brother, who was spending the night in Terminal 5, for a beer. Can two people with no cell phones meet in Terminal 5? No. It’s like finding Mohamad in India, or rather the exact opposite.
It is at Heathrow that I began writing in this notebook. And I now find myself on my ninth and final flight from JHB to CPT.
I have had the most amazing adventures this year, spending every penny I’ve earned on travelling. The six weeks in London and one week in Paris at the beginning of the year was so special. The memories and people I stayed with are very dear to me, and I will never forget them.
The three weeks I’ve spent now following my dream of seeing Portugal and Spain was such a personal journey. Can you imagine spending five days living on a beach in Portugal with your brother, surviving a massive car accident in Lisbon, couchsurfing with people you’ve never met before, meeting two of your best mates in Mallorca and living in a cupboard with them, and most of all Taking the boat out at Portals!
Where to now? I’m not sure… My eyes have been reopened to the wonders of the world. I need to finish off my thesis, and on the day I hand it in, I will go on skyscanner and book a one way ticket to a place yet to be decided. But moving to London is probably my best option still. Oh the joys of a British Passport.
I will end this post with my top 15 list of Memories:
1. Spanish football shirt
2. Seeing my bro for the first time in six months in portugal
3. Finding Deacs and Rawbone in the cupboard in Mallorca
4. Meeting old friends in London
5. Taking the boat out
6. Swimming to the island at Portals and belowing like george of the jungle at the top of its hill
7. Tits out for the boys on the beach
8. Rolling down a tram hill in Lisboa
9. Coming right at a gay pride party in Lisboa
10. Traditional snoek and red wine festival in Costa
11. Couchsurfing
12. Pastry search in Bellem
13. Riding the tram
14. Dinners at Oasis backpackers
15. Waking up in a Portugeuse hospital with a neck brace on. Erm
Farewell Europe, it’s been a blast.
Lakeshore out